Birthdays

I hardly even notice its my birthday, thats how bad they usually are. I haven't had a party since i was probably in elementary and I spent most of my last birthday watching my grandfather dying in the hospital. My birthday is April 27, which is in spring also. I don't mean to be too pessimistic, but April is also spring time, and I have the worse allergies than anyone I know so I can hardly breathe in the spring, much less blow out candles...yay! Birthdays rock...